List

(lovely, lovely, lovely, lovellllyyyy)

I'm not trying to fucking be cute.  It's just that... when it hurts, I want to get it on the outside of me.  This is the grocery list I made up a couple of days ago.  It's scary to put this shit on public forum, but I'm attempting to be brave about it...

cream
sunflower seed butter
a gun to shoot myself with
broken glass on which to lay
a balloon to pop
explosions

It is, actually, funny to read it now.  Perhaps the next time I desire to make such a list, I should, remembering how funny it will be, later.